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Judy Francesconi
to you

you captivated
or was it captured
nonetheless
I admired your beauty
memorized by your age
hypnotized by your wisdom
eagerly allowed myself
to be  sweetly seduced

and the love
oh yes the love
or was it lust
nonetheless
was unlike anything I'd ever
experienced before
or since
or ever will again
I'm sure

it never occurred to me
that one day it would end
how naïve and silly I was
nonetheless
end it did
as we both know
end it did
end it did

you
cool,
rational, detached
ready to move on
in an oh so adult way
your eye already
upon the next prize

and me,
mad as a baby hornet
tried everything
to get my way
but no
you would not stay
you would
not stay

and so the days
and the years
have flittered by
nonetheless
they have flittered by
and much to my surprise
I did
indeed
somehow
survive

yes
I did
didn't I
just as you
predicted
I would

yet
somehow
nonetheless
truly
I
did
not


© Ocean 2010

The last time

I know this time
is the last time
and you have to go
I know there's no way
you could possibly stay
but before you go
I have something to say
something I have
to let you know

even though
I know it's not right
what you and I have
I'd give up my sight
to be with you
one more time
tonight

I know you're not
good for me
I understand that
I know that the devil
has his spurs in your back
I know that your leaving
is what's best for me too
I know that
I do

even though
I know it's not right
what you and I have
I'd give up my sight
to be with you
one more time
tonight

so please don't
tease or tempt me
by saying you'll be back
I'm not strong
enough for that
just ride off into the sunset
and leave me behind
'cause I'd rather live my
life without you
than to live my life
blind

good bye baby.

© Ocean 2010




New Stuff
2010
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New Stuff
2010
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We'll fix it

I know its broken
I know it hurts
But trust my words
We'll fix it

It's not right
That we argue and fight
Honey come over tonight
And we'll fix it

Together you and me
We can move mountains
We can part seas
Together we'll fix it

Life's not easy
Life is hard
But with you in my arms
We'll fix it

I'm not giving up
I'm not letting you go
In my heart I know
We'll fix it

I'm sorry
I was wrong
You were right
All along
Come on baby
Let's fix it

© Ocean 2010


The Promise

you look into her eyes
that are so childlike and sweet
she who believes in unicorns and angels
and she smiles at you that smile
that always made you feel warm
until tonight,
tonight it makes you feel guilty
because you finally found the strength
to tell her what you've always known
the thing about endings and moving on,
but before you do, gently she takes your hand
kisses it and thanks you for keeping your promise
the one that you'd forgotten about
when you'd said that thing about never hurting her
and she admits that at the time
that you'd said it
she had not believed you
but now, after all the time that has passed
as a tear strolls down her face
finally, she believes
that you meant it
and you look into her eyes
the eyes that are as sweet as the breath of a butterfly
and you touch her cheek
that is as softer than a puppy's belly
and you realize
that if you break that promise
the one you had forgotten about
that you'll also break her heart
and never will she believe
in unicorns and angels
again

© Ocean 2010
Eye of the Storm

my soul tonight
is restless
like a storm
rough, wild

without you
near
I'm cold
and alone

until when
your voice
floats
through the phone

and your words
like a blanket
comforts
and keeps me warm

then my mind
wanders
to you
and I smile

and suddenly
I am calm
in the eye
of the storm

© Ocean 2010


Christmas Eve

I stand before you on this holiday eve,
having brought my gifts,
much as I suppose
a drummer boy did so long ago,
I too disclose
as expressions of love expose
while awed by your splendor
overwhelmed by your grandeur
touched by your character
I stand before you,
an admirer

The first present I present
are my songs and poems
each word represents
a precious ounce of my soul,
as simply by reading them,
a piece of me you now own

next open the tiny box and rests inside,
cradled delicately upon
a white cotton puff dwells
one tiny shimmering tear,
as egg inside nest,
it fell
one night after making love,
when
your magnificent face I beheld
as onto your body,
I tightly held.

also find a bag full,
plucked from roses fresh,
a thousand thin petals red - each petal represents
a smile that you've bequest
every time you've said 'yes',
each time you've tenderly touched my flesh
created a blush, caused my cheeks to flush,
inducing my heart to laugh and sing
and though perhaps it may be hard to believe,
yes, I have been counting

and this ring box holds
a twinkling sparkle from my eye
more brilliant than any gem
could ever dare to try
and more abundant since it occurs
whenever thoughts of you occupy
my mind, and of that frequency,
its intensity clearly verifies 

and what of this jar of white sea sand?
each grain redeemable for a kiss on demand
any time, any place, you need only whisper
and your fulfillment is my command

and my final gift to you tonight
are my drum sticks,
with warn spots on the wood
and tightly wrapped
with ribbons thin - red and white,
hold them to your ear
and songs of love you will hear
each song carries with
and gives to you this gift:
a tiny part
of my heart

Merry Christmas My Love

© Ocean 1998

I died a million times tonight

you told me you were leaving
you told me you were through
you've had enough you said
of what I've put you through
I can't say that I blame you
for doing what is right
but I died a million times tonight
by morning
it'll be a million two

I know how bad I hurt you
and I know that I was wrong
I know this time is for certain
I can feel this time you're strong
I'd love to say I'm sorry
but millions of apologies
would take far too long
so I'll just die a million times tonight
and admit you were right all along

there's nothing more I can say
it's time to give up the fight
you do what you must and I'll go my own way
but there's one thing you need to know
and that is no, I'll never be alright
'cause I died a million times tonight
and how many more times I'll die over you
there's no end in sight

© Ocean 2010

When You Make Love to a Woman

...and when you make love to a woman
know that you are making love to her mind;
take her places she needs to go
calm fears that haunt her so
stimulate thoughts and ideas inside
pull from her things she has too long tried to hide

...and when you make love to a woman
understand you are making love to her soul;
massage the amazing brilliant beauty that lies deep
encourage release of secrets she no longer needs to keep
become lost and absorbed in the thrill as you both discover
you take each other to places as have no other

...and when you make love to a woman
embrace the idea that you make love to her heart;
that it is her inner tenderness and softness
which beckons you and you ache to caress
then watch as larger and more spectacular her love grows
as each moment you hold her, her breast tightly pressed against your own

...and when you make love to a woman
remember that the physical is merely the path
to her mind, soul and heart
her body is simply where you will start
as each tingle, flush, heart beat, heated rush you send
guides and draws you to where your desires will end

...and when you make love to your woman;
Oh the enormous thrills, chills and delights it does send
when that woman is your lover as well as your best friend.

©.Ocean.1998